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etzchaim
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(1/20/04 3:10 pm)
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Re: Personal Responsibility
Ranger, I couldn't agree with you more!

This is just great:

"There's a decent conceptual model of that difference in book two of "God Talks With Arjuna." It's stated that the
devotion of many people - especially of saints - creates a "blueprint in the ether" of the aspect of God they were
devoted to, that kind of cuts astral grooves (my phrase) and that makes it easier for others to get to the infinite
on that road. So for millenia, millions of people have been focused on Krishna and Jesus as divine incarnations,
and that has, in a very real sense, made it true, whatever the history. It would be true now, even if they had not
existed as actual incarnations."

I've heard it explained this way in a few other traditions, as well. The only problem is that when I went to a more traditional form, I ended up falling into Fundamentalism and a literalness that often carries people even further away, in my opinion. It might have simply been my karma to get caught up in that, though.

Edited by: etzchaim at: 1/20/04 3:17 pm
chela2020
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(1/20/04 5:20 pm)
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Re: How do you focus on God?
SsSsSnake,

Yes, Aum is a great mantra. It is mentioned in the Hindu scriptures often as a good mantra to use. It is also God's vibration.

chela2020
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(1/20/04 5:45 pm)
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Re: Personal Responsibility
Etzchaim,

Yes, it is scary. I have heard of other stories much like it. Some people just should not take up meditation, especially on their own.

I like what Kriyananda did by bringing in all teachings. I remember before I ever joined SRF, I had gone to a Hindu temple in San Antonio area, and one of the devotees there said to read about all religions so you will understand how they are all connected, or something like that. I liked their belief, but they didn't practice meditation, and then after coming to SRF, it seemed that you should only study what Yogananda wrote, which created guilt whenever I didn't. Now I try to study as much from other religions as I can, but I don't get around to them all because I have too many books to read and don't get around to all of them. But now and then, I buy a book from a different teaching, and I love it.

I agree that there are no hard and fast rules in regards to whether you need a guru in the flesh or not. Like my friend who has no guru and took up the inquiry method and found it worked for her. Or another who went to Deepak Chopra and got a computerized mantra, and it seems to work for her. And then Yellowbeard used a drug, and it worked for him. In the RgVeda the rishes used soma, which was a drug, and that is how they learned the truths that they wrote about.

I have a friend in Siddhi Yoga, and so I have some of his books. I like how he explains some things that you experience in meditation, but the latest book she gave to me bothers me. He goes on and on about worshiping the guru (him), obeying him, etc. and it seems like brainwashing or that it is being shoved down their throat. Then they chant The Guru Gita that says that you should not leave your guru even if he has fallen on the path. Other Hindu religions that I have talked with all say that you can leave him even if you have doubts that you can't get over. It is more or less an individual matter. And I am not saying that one should not obey their guru, or worship an avatar, who may or may not be their guru, but if it is talked about too much, I question why?


Punk Yogi
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(1/20/04 5:54 pm)
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And He Bends Another Bar...
Yellowbeard,

Punk wants to give you credit for sticking to your guns and being so articulate in your communication. From one writer to another, you are commended for being a Class A wordsmith.

Punk may make fun of you but he basically agrees with what you say:


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We'll talk about Yogananda's dirty laundry once the table is actually cleared of YOUR dirty laundry. [1/19/04]


In truth, Punk is trying to maintain a neutral stance on the issue of Yogananda's character. What this means is Punk is keeping an open mind to the possibility that Yogananda might be a self-promotor who used mass hypnosis to gain a following. Punk also is keeping an open mind to other theories, including the one that states that Yogananda is a man of pure realization.

So far, not one person on this board has produced enough convincing evidence to hang a sentence on Yogananda. The fault lies in the fact that very little is known about the man. SRF has done everything possible to shroud the real Yogananda in mystery. His writings have been edited and amended, movies of him are being kept from the public, and a home spun legend has been spewn from the founts of Mt. Washington, the Board of Directors, and the gullible disciples who have demonstrated a pathological tendency to sanitize and denature every bit of Yogananda they touch.

Yellowbeard simply wants us to relinquish participation in this dysfunction. Punk supports Yellowbeard in this endeavor. [1/16/04]


Here you can see that Punk is 100% about scrutinizing Yogananda. Punk merely feels that Yellowbeard's one-size-fits-all pronouncement that everybody should free themselves of heroes and spiritual guides is immature and unrealistic. Yellowbeard, in his narcissism, thinks that everybody must conform to the reflection he sees in the pond. He forgets that Spirit is creative and cannot be reduced to a rule. One must follow their own star and honor their own tendencies.

Yellowbeard, you have discovered what works best for you and others like yourself. You can also help those who are following their own path by giving them food for thought. But you must renounce the foolish thought that all people were made in the image of Yellowbeard. How one decides to subjectively experience this universe is their own choice and should be respected. Your credibility to influence others is directly proportional to the degree you can honor this. Anything else is a form of elitism and arrogant fascism.

Punk is not interested in being corrected by Yellowbeard. Punk has found the way that works for him. Punk experienced and wrote about the nondual in poetry back in the early 1980s. Yellowbeard's ideas are not new for Punk. Punk suspects that they are not new for others on this board. The difference between Punk and Yellowbeard is that Punk does not project his spiritual convictions on others. Like any real fundamentalist, Yellowbeard has been overtaken by a classic case of arrogant assumption that one man's meat is another man's meat. Punk is skeptical in this regard. Although he believes that the nondual is the essence of Spirit, he doesn't let that stop him from experiencing the wonder of the expressions of Spirit.

In Yellowbeard's path, you are supposed to look at the vase and see only the clay which formed it. In Punk's, you first see the clay, then marvel at the intelligence which formed the clay into a vase. In other words, you go back and forth.

Yellowbeard prefers his vegetables mushed into a puree. Punk enjoy the differences in his vegetables. Listening to Yellowbeard is like listening to some dietary elitist who scolds everybody for eating their vegetables the wrong way. "You will never get the benefit of the vitamins and fiber if you don't break the skin" cries the fanatic dietitian. "You must mush it up!" Punk says, "Depends on what kind of digestion you have."


Punk suspects that Yellowbeard has a great personal need for validation. Yellowbeard needs to feel that he has stumbled onto Truth before anyone else. Yellowbeard gets a kick out of the contempt he has for the little guy, the guy who is not as smart as him. Nothing would make Yellowbeard more proud than to have intelligent people laud him for his brilliant insights. This is arrogant and a very dangerous position for someone whose professed aim is realizing Truth.

If you want Truth, you must desist from distorting the words of others. Here's an example of your lack of competence in this regard....


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To sum up Punk Yogi's position, he believe's that anyone that questions the iron fisted authority of Yogananda is a "circus freak" because they dare to have the audacity to resist being fitted into the mold of the guru's image



Reread Punk's quotes at the top of this response. Can anyone with half a brain believe this is what Punk is saying? No! Again you twist another bar to suit your needs. In the Punk / Yellowbeard dialog which Punk wrote, Yellowbeard is consistently hearing only the key words which fit into his programming. He never addresses what Punk actually says to him.

You have been faulted on this by others. Punk suggests you do some work on yourself. When you are ready to participate in this discussion as an equal, people will begin to listen. It cannot fail.

SayItIsntSo
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(1/20/04 7:50 pm)
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Re: And He Bends Another Bar...
I never "looked" for proof that PY wasn't a saint...or equivalent...(by the way, most of that miracle talk is like that children's game telephone, or like urban myths. I did know people who knew PY in person, alive, who were not in the organization, and they said he was a nice guy. And as I've said before, besides the salt shaker, what proof is there he did miracles and what does that have to do with anything? I never concerned myself with guru gossip).


Edited by: SayItIsntSo at: 2/11/04 4:50 pm
Punk Yogi
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(1/21/04 4:29 am)
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Yellow Paint
From "Clearing off the Table" on 1/18/04
According to the wisdom of Yellowbeard, painting is not reality....


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YB: Let's take stuff off this table so we can eat.

Etz: I'm painting a picture to clean it off.

YB: That picture is very pretty, you're a very good artist, but if we wanna sit down and eat, we need to clear this table.

Etz: Hey, I don't wanna be like you, I do things my own way. I'm an individual, get it?

YB: Of course, but the table's over here, and if we ...




And while Etz paints a picture of a table, Yellowbeard, the self-appointed authority on nondualism, dabbles in painting too...


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Non-duality is the painting of a hand that points towards Reality.


*All quotes by Yellowbeard


chela2020
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(1/21/04 5:25 am)
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Re: And He Bends Another Bar...
SayItIsn'tSo,

I was writing for others in regards to Yogananda. I don't recall if you were looking for proof.

For those who question as to whether it is okay to use all the Siddhis that Yogananda used, I let the scriptures speak for themselves. They can go to this and other web sites:

www.indiadivine.org/tattva12.htm

The more I read what this article had to say, the more siddhis I remembered Yogananda using.

chela2020
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(1/21/04 5:54 am)
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Re: And He Bends Another Bar...
In addition to the above website that I mentioned above, I have found more that warn of the use of siddhis:

www.icrcanada.org/kundandpara.html

vedabase.net/sb/5/5/35

etzchaim
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(1/21/04 6:26 am)
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Re: And He Bends Another Bar...
SayItIsntSo, I always appreciate your posts.

This pulls a good amount into perspective for me:

"Oh, excuse me...in SRF there is the New Testimant according to "Luke" St. James version
only. WHAT about the rest?"



Punk Yogi: Etzchaim wishes you a hearty Good Luck. She has seen the light and has resorted to prayer.

Etzchaim just wants to clarify that she paints because she was just, er, born to paint. She has an art degree and wants to make her living that way before she passes into the wild blue yonder and has to start another series of paintings from scratch. The fact that it integrates into her path is a great bonus and bespeaks of the fact that Etzchaim's life is becoming one integrated Whole (from Monism 101, sign up today, folks!). She has a full life and likes to eat her vegetables not-mushed up, as well, with the occasional exception of a nice glass of carrot juice.

Also, her kitten just cleared the table of several books and a full glass of water, so she doesn't need YB to help her. She has Willy Nelson, Jr., who is good at such things, is just the cutest thang and doesn't lecture her about things she already knows, like monism, for instance.

She knows the table, the floor, the glass, the water, the kitten and the wet paws are all Brahman. Om.

She's going to go mop up the floor now, a seemingly dualist activity, but necessary, none-the-less.

Edited by: etzchaim at: 1/21/04 7:22 am
Punk Yogi
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(1/21/04 1:45 pm)
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Understanding Yellowbeard
About Yellowbeard, Punk has a few more things to say. First of all, some may wonder why Punk is assuming the role of Yellowbeard's critic. Punk recognizes that each person on the Walrus has something legitimate to offer because each person is a soul who has gathered unique experiences though countless incarnations. Some of us are more articulate than others, some may be more knowledgeable about a certain subject... but ALL of us have some gold somewhere inside of us which must be recognized and utilized in the ensuing discussions.

What irks Punk is when somebody, in their resoluteness and personal conviction (what YB refers to as boldness and audacity to tell the truth) claims that his or her idea is the best and everyone else just doesn't know. Right from the getgo, that person is building a thick wall of concrete around him. This is exactly what the Board of Directors have done in SRF. And this is what Yellowbeard does.

I refer to temperament a lot. And on this board, I've identified Yellowbeard as an abstract thinking (NT) Rational. The term "Rational," as I've said before, is one of the four major categories of personal expression. I've also made clear distinctions between the Self and the persona. Understanding temperament doesn't give us an experience of the formless self, but it does help us to understand the masks that the Self wears while encountering others. If any of what Yellowbeard says is true, than we can say that Yellowbeard has become very intimate with his own essence and his own processes and has individuated himself to a high degree. But, in the process of getting to know his Self better, he has forgotten how to interact with others. In complete self-absorption, he has deprived himself of necessary social interaction.

Thus Yellowbeard, while strong and self-radiating, is somewhat of a social cripple. We've seen this before in artists. I know a guy who is a genius at playing jazz guitar who everybody considers narcissistic because he's been too long absorbed in his own process and has made no room in his life for others. This is the case with Yellowbeard, and it is also the case with the SRF Board of Directors.

Punk wants to remind Yellowbeard that a good message is not enough. He needs to learn how to be a more effective communicator. To do this, YB doesn't have to compromise his message. But, he must watch the tendency to appear smug, sarcastic and condescending.

Can you just hear YB right now praying...

God, let me be open to other people's views, WRONG though they may be.


The narcissism comes from Rationals being oblivious to the import of the second half of that prayer. Getting individuals such as Yellowbeard to see this and take responsibility for it is basically a doomed venture. Like carbon residue, this dysfunctional attitude is the byproduct of the melting process. It's as if Yellowbeard has spent many hours producing a pure metal of insight in his furnace, but the smoke from the fire gradually formed a coating of impenetrable black carbon on the outside so that no one can appreciate it.

Keirsey states that Rationals are skeptical and pragmatic in orientation and autonomous and resolute in their self-image. Yellowbeard's pragmatism is evident in how he deals with the present crisis: "If it isn't working, get rid of it now and do something that does work." In his skepticism, he reminds us to scrutinize not only authority but also our need for authority. This can be helpful but is obviously a Bhakti's worst nightmare.

Yellowbeard is resolute. A common complaint about YB is that he can take anything anyone says and make it serve his unwavering message. Punk calls this the bar bending of the circus geek. Let's read what Keirsey says:

Quote:
"Rationals are self-confident in so far as they sense in themselves a strength of will or an unwavering resolution. [Rationals] believe they can overcome any obstacle, dominate any field, conquer any enemy -- even themselves -- with the power of their resolve."

"Once Rationals resolve to do something they have in a sense made a contract with themselves, a contract they dare not go back on."

-- from "Please Understand Me II by David Keirsey



All Rationals, such as Yellowbeard, derive their self respect from being autonomous. Once you understand this point, you will see why Punk continues to insist that Yellowbeard is projecting. He is judging others in according to his own sense of autonomy. This is not necessarily bad for others. It can be a important reminder especially to those who have lost their sense of self by following spiritual leaders too lamblike (or elf-like). Let's read what Keirsey has to say:


Quote:

"As much as possible, at times even regardless of the consequences, Rationals desire to live according to their own laws, to see the world by their own lights, and they respect themselves
in the degree that they act independently, free of all coercion. Individualists all [Rationals] resist any effort to impose arbitrary rules on them. Indeed, they prefer to ignore any law, regulation, or convention that does not make sense to them, though they are willing to obey those that do."

"Rationals want to govern themselves, and also think for themselves. From an early age Rationals will not accept anyone else's ideas without first scrutinizing them for error. It doesn't matter whether the person is a widely accepted authority or not; the fact that a so-called "expert" proclaims something leaves the Rationals indifferent. Title, reputation, and credentials do not matter. Ideas must stand on their own merits, and [Rationals] simply do not trust anyone else to have done the necessary research and applied the rules of logic adequately. 'I have understood that Einstein said so,' comments the Rational, 'but even the best of us can err.' This natural lack of respect for established authorities tends to make the Rationals seem irreverent, some might say arrogant"



You can see why those expressing Guardian tendencies would be offended by Yellowbeard's apparent guru-bashing. In reality, Yellowbeard is a necessary anti-thesis to devotees who look for spiritual comfort outside of themselves -- in devotional supplication to the guru. Yellowbeard's approach and their approach are opposites. Both could learn from each other. Unfortunately, Yellowbeard's hard won insight into autonomy falls on deaf ears and Yellowbeard reacts with contempt and disdain: "Pity those little zombie elves and curse their soul-snatching guru!" What Yellowbeard is unable to comprehend is that different types really do exist. His inability to accept such a ubiquitous fact, renders him incapable of winning allies. Only those most like him comprehend him. He is like a frustrated teacher who relies only on the ruler to discipline and inspire. A one color rainbow --- yellow.

Granted that one color is pure. But what good will it do if it can't reach out. This is where Punk wants to help Yellowbeard, if Yellowbeard is humble enough to accept.

It's interesting to note that Keirsey considers the Rational parent to be an individuator. Here's Keirsey again:

Quote:
"Rational parents are usually more concerned about the growth of individuality in their children than the other types. It is vitally important that each and every child in the family becomes progressively more self-directed and self-reliant in handling the challenges of life"


No one likes to think of Yellowbeard as their parent. But doesn't this description fit? The condescension we sense in Yellowbeard is really due to him assuming a parental role in tone. Although he can't see it, he has really alienated others by not giving them due respect, by not reaching out and trying to recognize their genius. Everything everyone else does or says is cute and amusing to Yellowbeard but ultimately not to be taken seriously. If Yellowbeard actually (not in words only) puts himself on an equal footing with others he'll start to feel as if he's compromised his message. He's in a vicious Catch-22. Many Rationals suffer from this. They just can't find a way to be brilliant without alienating others. The key is to spend some time discovering what's great about others. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean its not there.


Since SRF is primarily a Guardian institution with Guardian values, and since Richardson identified the spiritual journey of the Guardians as being both a journey of works and devotion, it would make sense that Yellowbeard, the polar opposite Rational who is on the journey of unity, would be repulsed and have a thing or two to say. But there is a built in unresolvable problem which is probably eternal. Let's assume Yellowbeard is the Rational parent who is trying to individuate his Guardian children. Here's the problem according the Keirsey:

Quote:

"Rationals find their relationship to Guardian children somewhat problematic and sometimes frustrating. They really don't know how to act, don't know what they might do to help [Guardian] children develop their ingenuity, become more independent, and increase their strength of will, none of which are of particular interest to the child."

"[Guardian] children tend to go along with their social groups, and it can distress Rational parents to see little [Guardians] doing things because the other kids are doing it. And Rational parents are disappointed by their Guardian child's wanting always to feel secure. Why can't their [Guardian] child be bold or enthusiastic or curious like their [Artisan], [Idealist], or [Rational] siblings? Why must their child report every pain, every disappointment, every wrong, every fear? Such children make Rational parents feel inadequate and helpless because they cannot appeal to their children's reason, nor to their courage, nor to their hopes, nor to any desire to strike out on their own."



This gets further complicated by the fact that Rationals, such as Yellowbeard, prize deference. Here's a definition of the word:

"Submission or courteous yielding to the opinion, wishes, or judgment of another"

As we can see from the Keirsey quote above, the source of Yellowbeard's contempt and arrogance is probably a long history of not getting others to want to use his hard won insights. Let's read Keirsey again:

Quote:

"Certainly Rationals are not indifferent to generosity, gratitude, or recognition, but they are much more please when asked by an admirer to comment on something the [Rational] has produced, especially if the request is for an exposition of their rationale. [Rationals] regard such deference as being given not so much to themselves personally as to their productions. After all, when they make something or do something it is usually after long and sometimes obsessive analysis. So even if they are not especially brilliant, it it to be expected that their productions have been carefully devised, with pros and cons considered, and errors of inclusion and exclusion rooted out."

"But Rationals cannot ask for deference , any more than Guardians can ask for appreciation, or Idealists can ask for recognition. It must come to them spontaneously, or of interest in their work. And, of course, if in their view they haven't achieved anything they regard as worth noting, then they have no desire to be consulted in the matter. But if the have done something rather well, they are pleased when someone defers to them for definition and explanation of their production, and they can be disappointed if none comes their way, or worse, if someone else is asked to expound on what they've accomplished."

"Their problem is that their accomplishment is often so highly technical -- designing a computer chip for instance -- that most people are only vaguely aware of how difficult it was to make, and so have little reason to acknowledge and give credit to its maker. So the vast majority of Rationals who manage to achieve something great are unsung heroes to the public, and therefore heroes only to their family or their colleagues -- and perhaps in their own eyes."




Rationals seek mindmates. This explains why Yellowbeard acts the way he does. Punk first wondered about the irony of Yellowbeard's pontifications about the evils of authority. Didn't Yellowbeard catch his own authoritative tone? Finally Punk realized that Yellowbeard isn't that sick. He doesn't have a savior complex, he just wants to feel useful. His domain is abstract ideas and perceptions. His problem is that he comes to us like Lenny in Steinbeck's "Of Mice and Men" with a big hug that ultimately suffocates.


Remember Yellowbeard, it's not only the message that counts but also how you deliver it.

Good luck
PY

Edited by: Punk Yogi at: 1/21/04 1:53 pm
Punk Yogi
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(1/21/04 1:56 pm)
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To Etzy
What Willie Nelson Jr. really is is the flower that Buddha produced before an assembly. A simple elegant statement of beingness.

Punk wishes you great success in making a living with your art. Punk is on a similar path creatively and really understands you from the heart. Hugs 2U!

Punky

bsjones
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(1/21/04 2:08 pm)
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Re: And He Bends Another Bar...
"[Guardian] children tend to go along with their social groups, and it can distress Rational parents to see little [Guardians] doing things because the other kids are doing it. "

I can imagine that happening to me (INTJ). Thanks for the tip!

etzchaim
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(1/21/04 5:09 pm)
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Re: To Punky
Yer fun ta date.

Etzy's interested in Punky's poetry.

Also, Willie Nelson, Jr. KNOWS he's the Buddha's flower and he thanks Punky for noticing. Purrrceptive, he says, and please ignore the "oy" that just issued from Etzy.

Both wish Punky hatzlacha v'bracha (yup, Willie's learning Hebrew!), etc., and hugs back.

YellowBeard420
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(1/22/04 1:10 am)
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Stepping Up to the Plate
Punk Yogi -- read all your posts carefully. I appreciate the care you've taken to go into such detail. I'm now going back and will respond to certain issues you've raised in the order of how they've come in. So it may not flow well, but there's a lot of information that you've presented and this will be easiest for me to respond to these issues. So issues that should be grouped will be discussed in a splintered manner, but hopefully some fairly coherent communication will take place.

> Punk Yogi wrote (1/19/04): "We'll talk about Yogananda's dirty laundry once the table is actually cleared of YOUR dirty laundry."

We all have dirty laundry here. That's really all we're communicating. And don't try to put that statement into a personality box, :) I ask the respect of being looked at as a human being, no less, no greater. If we wait for our dirty laundry to be cleared before we talk about anything, we'll never be able to discuss anything. Also, I really don't wanna discuss Yogananda's dirty laundry so much, I'm interested in looking at his teachings because that's what really matters, what really effects us. That's what this thread is about: does Yogananda's teachings themselves have something to do with the problems SRF and ourselves are experiencing.

> Punk: "How one decides to subjectively experience this universe is their own choice and should be respected."

Of course. I'm just attempting to present an alternative approach to the mainstream that doesn't appear to be working. These are just words, you do what you want.

> Punk: "Your credibility to influence others is directly proportional to the degree you can honor this."

I'm not interested in credibility and influence. I'm not a politician. Don't even think about putting that statement into a personality box, just try to recognize it as a human statement. Then we can talk as aspects of the Self, or I should probably say, one person to another without all the nonsense inbetween.

> Punk: "Punk suspects that Yellowbeard has a great personal need for validation."

If this was the case, I sure as heck wouldn't be posting here. Maybe if I had a need for abuse ... you might have a point there then.

> Punk: "Nothing would make Yellowbeard more proud than to have intelligent people laud him for his brilliant insights."

These insights are far from brilliant. They're very simple. It's what happens when you remove everything else. If you like clutter and separation, great, there's plenty of people to help you out with that. I'm not here to stop you. For some reason you think I am.

>> YellowBeard: "To sum up Punk Yogi's position, he believe's that anyone that questions the iron fisted authority of Yogananda is a "circus freak" because they dare to have the audacity to resist being fitted into the mold of the guru's image."

> Punk: "Reread Punk's quotes at the top of this response. Can anyone with half a brain believe this is what Punk is saying? No! Again you twist another bar to suit your needs."

I was stressing this because this is what this thread is about: is the guru's teachings to blame in all this mess that we've found ourselves in. In fact, I don't even know your opinion on that. You admit that he may have "dirty laundry", but I have not heard you question the teachings themselves, which I feel is the real issue, well at least the issue of this thread regardless of what we feel.

I've taken your attacks as "political", meaning that you're fighting to defend Yogananda's ideology by attacking people's personalities that question these teachings. Whether YellowBeard is a NT rational or RF bibblybop, I fail to see how that disqualifies him from being able to talk about these things.

> Punk: "About Yellowbeard, Punk has a few more things to say."

Why is my personality so fascinating to you? It's not fascinating to me or anyone else. I feel you're just trying to attack anyone that truly questions the viability of the guru's teachings.

> Punk: "Right from the getgo, that person is building a thick wall of concrete around him. ... I refer to temperament a lot. And on this board, I've identified Yellowbeard as an abstract thinking (NT) Rational."

Umm, isn't "identifying" people as 'whatever' a form of building concrete walls around people?

> Punk: "But, in the process of getting to know his Self better, he has forgotten how to interact with others. In complete self-absorption, he has deprived himself of necessary social interaction."

I'm not interested in kissing arse. That's for politicians and the dishonest in general. I don't have any agenda. I just say, let's look at what *is* as it is. I'm not interested in playing games about it. Your gurus are for these political games, not me. If you're not interested in this raw look at things, then don't read my posts. Knock yourself out in the threads on typecasting or whatever.

> Punk: "Punk wants to remind Yellowbeard that a good message is not enough."

I'm sorry, but I feel it is. Dressing on it only attracts leaches. I'm interested in Truth. To hell with the rest. This sounds overly harsh, but the Truth is for the bold and the bold aren't bothered by what I say. Real love isn't dependent on false personas.

> Punk: "Keirsey states that Rationals are ..."

I'm more interested in what Punk has to say to be honest. And it'd be nice if you didn't have to deal with others by putting them in boxes. I'm sure that's asking for too much, but I'm not interested in playing political games. Either you can step up to the plate or you can't. I say, get your arse up here, you have what it takes, these ego games just hold you back. I may be abrasive, but at least you know where I stand.

> Punk: "A common complaint about YB is that he can take anything anyone says and make it serve his unwavering message."

I want people to deal with the real issues and not hide behind concepts, beliefs, etc. So I toss these things aside. What's your view on this thread? We don't know yet. This thread is about whether Yogananda's teachings have something to do with all the problems we're experiencing. So I toss your personality typecasting and everything else you may try to use in an attempt to avoid this issue. You say we need to get rid of our dirty laundry before we can talk about this. Well, good luck. That'll never happen. We need to talk now and not later. Later never comes.

> Punk: "If Yellowbeard actually (not in words only) puts himself on an equal footing with others he'll start to feel as if he's compromised his message."

I think by dropping all the typecasting nonsense, and all the other attempts to create barriers, we can be on equal footing. What the hell is your idea of equal footing?

> Punk: "His domain is abstract ideas and perceptions."

I'm not the one hiding behind "abstract ideas" such as personality typecasting, astrology, etc., etc. I bring up the issues as they are, and you attack the person's personality instead of dealing with the actual issues. What the heck is your view on this thread anyway? When can we actually get to that?

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> SayItIsntSo wrote: "by the way, most of that miracle talk is like that children's game telephone, or like urban myths"

I'm afraid I have to agree. I've always considered David Coperfield's magic tricks much more convincing than the guru ones.

> SayItIsntSo: "I knew a lot of people in SRF. 30 years of service is one hell of a stretch and I met a lot of people. Hence, I never met a devotee who benefited in "this life." Not monetarily. Not spiritually. Not in anyway. It isolates you from OUR world."

Awesome point. And I'm glad you're able to provide your testament to this. Few are able to courageously step up to the plate and face the truth of this and speak out on it.

People say whatever path they choose will work for them. Well, it looks as though this path has worked for no one! That's all I've seen. Few seem to be able to admit this.

etzchaim
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"Don't even think about putting that statement into a personality box, just try to
recognize it as a human statement. Then we can talk as aspects of the Self, or I should probably say, one person to another without all the nonsense
inbetween."

Aspects of Self. One person to another. Communication of one Aspect of the Self to another Aspect of the Self. Aspects of Self. Differentiation. Homogenity. Earth. Heaven. Cloaks. Aspects of Self. Communication problems. Aspects of Self. Aspects. Communication.

Ways of hearing. Ways of speaking. Ways of Thinking. Ways of hearing what has been said. Ways of making what needs to be said. Cloaks.

Aspects of the Self.
       

chela2020
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Yellowbeard wrote:

"That's what this thread is about: does Yogananda's teachings themselves have something to do with the problems SRF and ourselves are experiencing?"

I think it does. Yogananda came to America, to a land where people knew very little about Hinduism, and he presented his own brand of it, along with this using many siddhis. Not knowing the Hindu scriptures in regards to using the siddhis in the manner that he did, how you can't obtain God by using them in that manner, Yogananda went on to use the siddhis to gain a following, and even if it were not to gain a following, as many implied, he knew from the scriptures and from his own guru that using the siddhis in that manner was wrong. Then he told us to just read his books because otherwise we would get confused, but I also recall his saying that after we have tried other religions, we should just stick to one. Well, by sticking to just one, his, it would seem to me that you never learn that he was doing something that is considered very wrong to do. Then people on this board don't even know what siddhis he used because they don't recognize them since I don't ever recall his even using the word. Before I read what the siddhis were, even I didn't realize how many he used.

And on top of it all, he teaches us to use the siddhis, which is not only harmful mentally, but it puts us in the same sinking boat as he is in. To me, this is totally irresponsible. Then to top it off, he says that he is the last in the line of gurus, which I have never found to happen in India, not even Christ was the last in his line of gurus. So now we are left without a guru to guide us in this dangerous path of his form of yoga, i.e. pranayama, as it is described in "Raja Yoga" by Swami Vivekananda and according to him, is dangerous.

And that probably just one of the major problems with the teachings as I see it.

Edited by: chela2020 at: 2/2/04 6:51 am
etzchaim
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Chela,

These are really very clearly expressed issues.

I have some of the same problems with how Yogananda set up SRF before he died - although I don't have as much of an issue with his use of Siddhis. I also think that what has been handed down to me is about as good as most other approaches to enlightenment, and far better than others. There may be other ways that are better, but that gets into subjective experience that is outside of my own experience. I'm quite happy with what I've received - and this is from Yogananda's lineage.

My situation is complicated, because according to Shelley, he was taught separately, and we actually believe the lineage of Guru's flows through us, and encourage people to begin teaching through their own disciples when a level of spiritual maturity has been reached. This statement will probably rankle some people and cause others to scoff, or whatever, but I can only know what I know, or make educated guesses with the material I have. I'm extremely perplexed by the way thing were set up. Part of what I'm perplexed about is whether or not SRF is REAllY followng Yogannda's wishes today. I think in some ways they deffinately are and in some ways they deffinately are not, but only Yogananda would know.

One of my main issues is the insistence on reading only Yogananda's and SRF materials. This, to me would be crippling, and limit my understanding of even the materials I was 'allowed' to read. My Guru does, in fact, say to choose a path or a religion and stick to it. At the same time he encourages us to learn as much as possible so that we can make the best decision for ourselves. My own experience of that, which is really all I can genuinely speak of, is that while I was 'questing', going through as many traditions as my somewhat insatiable curiosity took me, I noticed both the similarities of the 'paths' and the differences. I was not 'stable' in the sense that I really WAS all over the place with the different traditions, it was sort of like a long distance journey where I spent about 3 days in each city I travelled to and didn't really get to know the people or the place very deeply. My horizon expanded, though. When I 'came' upon my path, it was as if it erupted from inside me - and was very similar to the way Jung describes an Archetypal experience. My whole consciousness changed. I saw everything different. Nothing, mind you, changed, but my perception, and that amounted to the 'entire world', if you catch my drift.

Now, my experience with my teacher and the teachings I received, which, as I've checked the SRF lessons, truly DO derive from Yogananda, was and is decidedly different from the negative experiences people are having with SRF. Even the Yogananda I was taught about is different from SRF's. He's not a god, or a perfect Master, and he made mistakes. He was also a very adept teacher, and, at least from what I've been told, treated people in individual ways. The difference, I think, is that Shelley listened to his own needs and his own counsel as well as Yogananda's counsel. He insisted on his own individuality from the beginning, at least that is the impression I have gotten, and Kriyananda is as different from Shelley as Shelley was from Yogananda (and you should the different types among K.'s disciples!...). We are told that interesting things will happen when we meditate, but that these are things that we should not put too much emphasis on, even to ignore them and hope they go away. Some really bizarre things have happened to me at the Temple, and in my meditations, and even when I'm not meditating, which I won't go into, but they just happen, and every one seems to go, "Oh, you had that happen? Some other person experienced that, too." or "That's interesting, do you want to go out for Mexican food or Thai food after Discipleship?" Kriyanada often jokes: "Keep meditating and hopefully it will go away." These are about things that SRF is still using a "proofs". It's also many things that from what I hear, SRF counselors are not doing a very apt job of counselling on.

We are still 'loyal' to our Guru's and to the lineage, and to the teachings as we "hear" them, that is not an issue at all. At the same time, if I say "My Guru says some things that don't make sense to me", I have not been conditioned to think that the fault lies in my own inadequacy. It could very well be that I'm inadequate, but my 'conditioning' has been to understand 'opinion' of mine, as just a difference between my expression of God coming through me, and his, and it doesn't matter too much. SRF, on the other hand, seems to try to mold people to a specific standard, and then creates situations where people are feeling demoralized when they cannot fit that single standard. This standard, from what I'm gathering is not particularly in favor of human differences.

Because my experiences are coming from Yogananda's tradition, I'm really left wondering what were Yogananda's mistakes and what is the responsibility of the followers who 'stayed' and didn't question, didn't seek their own approach based on their own personal needs and repressed their particular 'Aspect' in favor of some illusion that all they needed to do was read Yogananda's teachings and the techniques, with no understanding of who they were and why they were reacting on not reacting in certain ways. There is also the issue of 'failing' to respond to Kriya or the teachings. I've been taught that if something isn't working, a person needs to respect that they may not indeed, legitimately, be someone who should practice Kriya. They would need to continue the search, respect who they were, and find something that does work. I was never taught that Kriya was the be all and end all of spiritual paths. In fact, I was taught that it was very similar to other spiritual paths, and that it's not quite so special as SRF wants people to believe. It's a legitimate form of Tantra, stripped down to be able to function - for those who respond to it - on just about any path. Where all of SRF's mystification came from, I don't know. It could have come from Yogananda, but Shelley didn't seem to pick that up. It's not like he thought all the glamour was "David Copperfield", as YB would like to see it, but he somehow chose to view it in his own way. SRF went one direction, we went another.

I honestly do not know what can be 'blamed' on Yogananda, the teachings, SRF, or Shelley. I'm not very comfortable with the blame game, in fact. My experiences were much different.

What I do think is that Yogananda made inadequate preparation for what would happen to the organization after he was gone. He gave Shelley one set of instructions, and SRF another, and I'm quite certain that he gave other people other instructions. How people interpreted these instructions is one thing and what the instructions were is another. There is no way to know what the exact instructions were to each person nor is there any way to know whether they actually "heard" what Yogananda was saying, or twisted them in some fashion according to their individual perceptions and abilities.

I'm also having some issues with your understanding of Yogananda enforcing his 'way' onto others. My experience is that he didn't, but it could be that Shelley just wasn't having any of it. I don't know. It's clear that the current situation is SRF is that there is one way and if you do not follow it you are 'doomed', more or less, or a 'failure', God forbid. These are 'foreign' concepts on my spiritual path, which does indeed stem from Yogananda. Shelley shaped the teachings, my Guru shaped the teachings, I'm shaping the teachings - and Daya Mata and Tara Mata and all the other Matajis, also shaped the teachings.

Like I said, I'm not really comfortable with the 'blame game'. I try not to even blame myself for quite a good amount, in favor of just saying, "OK, this is where things are at, now how can make things a little better, what are my options, and how can I expand my options and get over the fear of choosing one?"

It's very difficult for me to say that what people experience today of the concept of "Yogananda" is really the concept of "Yogananda" that people had when he was alive. There is too much control, editing and mystification within SRF today for me to get a clear understanding. My experiences of the same teachings are vasting different. I would not have stayed at SRF in it's current state for long enough to even get the lessons. It's way to crazy making. On the other hand, Kriyananda teaches almost the exact same thing as is in the lessons, minus the heavy emphasis on Christianity and adding the various other world traditions, from a mystical perspective, of course. The techniques, which are virtually the same as SRF's, minus the Second Kriya which we use the tattwas and Vasudevaya mantra with less Astral fanfare to affect the same results, have been amazingly transformative for me. I'm the type that responds well, you might say. I actually get more Astral help from my Guru than I do help in the physical plane. We don't talk a whole lot. What he has said has been vital to assisting me in developing my own 'approach' to Kriya, including the encouragement to keep learning and practicing Kabbalah. He has even told me to teach from out of my rather fiery, enthusiastic and personal approach, rather than try to shape me to his more scientific and earthy approach (his career was in science). The issue seems less a need for a 'Guru' per se, than with an approach that is non-judgmental and accepting of people differences, which from what I'm gathering, SRF is not too good at.

There are many other issues - but this is getting quite long.

Etz

Edited by: etzchaim at: 1/22/04 7:53 am
Punk Yogi
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Yellowbeard: "We need to talk now and not later. Later never comes."

I'm up for it; let's talk....

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I ask the respect of being looked at as a human being, no less, no greater.


And you deserve it. But what I am endeavoring to see is mutual respect. There's no need for anyone to assume a patronizing tone when communicating with those we respect.

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Also, I really don't wanna discuss Yogananda's dirty laundry so much, I'm interested in looking at his teachings because that's what really matters, what really effects us. That's what this thread is about: does Yogananda's teachings themselves have something to do with the problems SRF and ourselves are experiencing.


We can discuss this. Actually, I had tried with moderate success to get discussion going about the teachings as early as 2001. It didn't seem to be something people were able to talk about -- probably because it would involve some actual rhetorical analysis. But also, this thread is about SRFers dependency on Yogananda which began with you comparing Yogananda to L. Ron Hubbard.

If you want to know what I feel about charlatan spiritual teachers, you can read my post from 2/15/02 under the name Shark of Revelation. The article is titled "Super Godmen are Closing Down Their Shops." You can read about it by clicking on this link...

pub78.ezboard.com/fsrfwal...ID=7.topic

My faith in gurus took a big hit back July of 2001 when Ron Russell's article appeared in the New Times L.A. titled "The Devotee's Son."
I wasn't much interested in Yogananda's sex life. Those who know Punk can probably guess that the only issue Punk had with Yogananda is that, if Yogananda had lied and had sex, why did he require everyone else to be celibate? At the time, I maintained a neutral stance regarding Yogananda's innocence or guilt, not because I needed to preserve the image of his authority over my life but because I just didn't want to form opinions minus the evidence. Most Walri were attracted to moralizing and making speculations about Yogananda's sexual behavior behind the Sari Curtain. You know that Punk doesn't have an issue about sex. But Yogananda said he was a renunciate and monk. So if he did have sex and had a child, he was in breach of his monastic vows. Plus he would be asking people to disown a part of their humanity that he himself hadn't renounced. If you want to piss off Punk, be duplicitous.

So this was clearly an integrity issue. It was about people basing their lives on the guidance of a person whose actions contradicted his stated intentions? The good ship SRF was already displaying numerous holes in its hull from all the damage the Matas had caused in Sierra Madre and such. Punk saw this as more of the same dysfunction.

You have to know one more thing about Punk. He was experiencing a lot of frustration with the Walrus folk because of their unwillingness to really crack the issues and supply actual evidence. Punk found this exasperating and finally took a sabbatical for a whole year, only returning last month to the Walrus. Punk had a couple of usernames at the time. That was common during the early days of the Wild West of the Walrus. One of them was Shadowman. Take a moment to read this reply I wrote to a member:

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From Shadowman “prove it” 11/1/01

My concern is, if you continue to criticize the SRF leadership without moving towards an examination of causes, you may end up giving the impression that you are basically in this to smear former employers, supervisors, and heads of the organization for personal reasons.

First off, very few have substantiated their complaints. From the angle of an outside member, it doesn't put you in a favorable light if you liberally toss around terms like "abusive" and "bad ladies" but keep us in the dark about the details. With this tack, you set yourselves up to be perceived as complainers (Labels are subjective judgments. What one considers abusive, another might deem tolerable), OR others may wonder if you are using them to fuel a personal vendetta.

The last possibility is the one that worries me the most. Playing people off one another by spreading misinformation or exaggerated information may be one way to deal with imbalances of power, but it is a soul-corrupting endeavor.

If the intention of this board is to reach out and inform members outside the SRF work environment of real problems then you are working at cross purposes when you critically label without substantiation and then respond to those requesting proof that you either can't give it (because it would jeopardize your identity) or you don't see the need to prove a point to someone who didn't work or live there.

IF YOU MAKE AN ACCUSATION, YOU CARRY THE BURDEN OF PROOF.


After reading this, you can probably guess why I wasn't thrilled with your early posts on Yogananda. They were colorful but were too speculative for my taste. I want rock hard evidence. Show me the cum stains on Daya's sari. Show me the affidavits of undue influence. Let the abused surface with their stories. Let more baby Erskines appear. Yet all we seem to have on the Walrus are people who generate very interesting but unsubstantiated claims about Yogananda. An SRF layoff has a date and a quantifiable number of people with pink slips. There is an actual house in Sierra Madre. The pictures and texts have been altered -- we have the befores and afters to prove it. But what have we on Yogananda?

No one is bothered about this more than Punk Yogi. This is why Punk wrote:


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In truth, Punk is trying to maintain a neutral stance on the issue of Yogananda's character. What this means is Punk is keeping an open mind to the possibility that Yogananda might be a self-promoter who used mass hypnosis to gain a following. Punk also is keeping an open mind to other theories, including the one that states that Yogananda is a man of pure realization.

So far, not one person on this board has produced enough convincing evidence to hang a sentence on Yogananda. The fault lies in the fact that very little is known about the man. SRF has done everything possible to shroud the real Yogananda in mystery. His writings have been edited and amended, movies of him are being kept from the public, and a home spun legend has been spewn from the founts of Mt. Washington, the Board of Directors, and the gullible disciples who have demonstrated a pathological tendency to sanitize and denature every bit of Yogananda they touch.

[1/16/04


As you can see, I got very tired of having to maintain the cartoon image of Yogananda that SRF handed me. I don't even know the guy! I never met him! I read a book that is supposedly authored by him, but now that's in question. I thought I was getting the story straight from the horse's mouth when I heard all about "Guruji" from the direct disciples. But now that my esteem for them has depreciated as they are revealed to be tragic fools and company ass-kissers rather than agents of Truth. The stories, once carrying much spiritual weight have become as laughable as nitrogen gas.

Upon finishing the AY, Brother Dharmananda called it the best science fiction book he ever read. I now know why.

On the other hand, I've had continued, profound spiritual experiences through Kriya. I stepped away from it for a year just to see how my life would change without it. But I found myself hungering for the inner contact generated by the practice. I am doing it again and its all coming back. I don't practice any form of worship to Yogananda. I am happy with kriya, so if Yogananda had anything to do with that, then may he receive my deepest appreciations. I have never been ungrateful for the benefits received from others.

If I have any contact with SRF, it is through the Walrus. Kriya was never a problem for me. What was a problem was the monastic bias in SRF with its emphasis on conformity and abandonment of independent, creative thinking. If Yogananda had anything to do making SRF into the cringing nest of dead souls it now finds itself to be, then shame on him.

This is something you wrote:

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I've taken your attacks as "political", meaning that you're fighting to defend Yogananda's ideology by attacking people's personalities that question these teachings. Whether YellowBeard is a NT rational or RF bibblybop, I fail to see how that disqualifies him from being able to talk about these things.


I don't disqualify others, I qualify them.

If you think I've been fighting to defend Yogananda's ideology then you are sorely in error. I am neither for nor against Yogananda. I'm for allowing Yogananda to exalt or hang himself based on whatever evidence surfaces. Aren't you the one who advocates the actual clearing of tables rather than painting a picture of clearing a table? Alright, then start scooping for hard core proof. Look around this board. People are generalizing. They're take a symptom, and from the symptom they speculate on the causes. This doesn't appeal to my way of thinking. It just seems like a breeding ground for fallacies.

You're gonna hate this but I'm gonna make it known anyway. Keirsey says that Rationals' (Yellowbeard) language is deductive while Idealists' (Punk) language is Inductive. Think about it. Punk and Yellowbeard are thinking in two directions. Punk is looking for the cum stains on yellow saris and blood marks and fingerprints in order to nail the presumed guilty party. Yellowbeard makes snap judgments about the leader based on the faults of his organization and his followers and what few stories have been told about him. To Punk, Yellowbeard seems to be levitating the verdict with the force of his own personal conviction. Punk pushes Yellowbeard to the ground and lets the verdict topple. Then Punk says, "Look around. Go get some real evidence. Build a mound stone by evidential stone and set your verdict on that solid mound." It is for this that Yellowbeard mistakenly believes that Punk is trying to protect Yogananda.

After 20 years Punk has no clue what of SRF is from Yogananda and what is of his edit happy disciples. It's all a confusing mess. No one even knows for sure how much of the AY was written by Yogananda and how much is written by Nerode. ... or how much of an influence Tara Mata had on the warping of SRF culture. This would be a massive undertaking. Surely it is more convenient to throw away the whole exasperating hierarchical mess and be forever free or explain it away with yards of speculation than to answer the proper questions. Punk doesn't care anymore. He's got Kriya and himself.

But for those who must know the truth, you cannot let yourselves be satisfied with anything less than rock hard evidence. People have to demand this. They don't just sit and whine about Yogananda and the way he's been portrayed. They go to Mother Center and they say, "Give me the f-ucking movies and the primary source documents." You got to take it out of the archives and put it into the hands of the people.

ranger20
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(1/22/04 8:46 am)
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"One of my main issues is the insistence on reading only Yogananda's and SRF materials."

If Yogananda ever said anything like this, it was instructions to an individual that have been taken out of context. In the last few months I came across a passage where he said:

- Read uplifting books and literature.
- Spiritual books should not be read like novels, but taken in small bits and assimilated.
- Indescriminate reading of spiritual books by people without realization can cause spiritual indigestion.

I can't remember the chapter and verse, but it's hardly the iron fisted "don't read anything else," instruction that gets bandied around these days.

etzchaim
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Thanks for that clarification, Ranger.

It seems that many things said to individuals have been taken out of context and made to be general statements applicable to everyone.

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